I'm looking for the end...

right from the morning, i was so feeling so tensed through the conversation i had with her... it was... i cant describe it... then the whole day of shit continues... anyway i return my blog for... i dont know... usedchemical.blogspot.com is still under usage though.. fuck it. i'm feeling really bad now. bad as in... i dont know... i just feel sad...


if i were to have a gun, i would have pointed it at my skull and pulled the trigger.