I'm looking for the end...

there came the rays of light
now the world became bright
what a magnificant sight
i've been thinking again
of how i've been living in vain
is pulling out that smile that hard?
does it really come from that mask
or is it delivered straight from the heart?
helping out a lot
does that earn respect?
or is it just plain stupidness that you can afford
you would ask for the purpose of this entry
but i couldnt answer thats for sure you see
hysteria, my new nick
i know it sounds like i'm sick
but no, its just another song with meaningful lyrics
how could i get myself so confused
i dont know again, maybe i'll have to have my thoughts sealed