I'm looking for the end...

today. morning. german lesson 1st, didnt understand why in german language, they can classify items like milk/cola/bread/pizza into different gender like cola is a female... pizza is a male... whatsoever... its just plain crap? lol. then after that, mmc lecture. a whole load of bullshit from sebastian and zw about china hilton. i dont know why, but its just plain untrue bullshit once again. then dmd lab. did nothing much. then after that, went orchard again. its meaningless walking through the streets and shops. so in the end did nothing much again. so now got home. dont know what to do. and thats it for today i guess.

very soon, i'll be changing my blogskin once again... this time...

a pretty old song... but one of the best lyrics written yet in my opinion... lol


Snow is falling from the sky
In the middle of July
Sun was shining in my eyes again last night
Alarm goes off without a sound
The silence is so loud
Something isn't right

Footsteps echo down the hall
No one's there at all
Dial your number but your voice says "I'm not home"
Everything is inside out
I don't know what it's about

It keeps getting stranger by the day
Stranger by the day
It keeps getting stranger by the day
Stranger by the day

Going for a walk outside
To see what I can find
No reflection in the windows I pass by
It feels hotter in the shade
Water's runs up from the drain
Something's going on

Conversations with a mime
Stared at by the blind
Imagination must be working overtime
The world is upside down
Everything is turned around

It keeps getting stranger by the day
Stranger by the day
It keeps getting stranger by the day
Stranger by the day

By the time I reach your door
I can't take anymore
I just happened to be in your neighborhood
I'm the one who gets surprised
I don't believe my eyes
Your alibi's no good

Whatever happened to the world
Whatever happened to the girl
I thought I knew
It just can't be true
I guess I'm losing you

Stranger by the day
Stranger by the day
It keeps getting,
Stranger by the day
Stranger by the day
..
Stranger by the day (X3)

right now, i'm feeling so much more relaxed that finally maths paper is over. studied for almost the whole of 2 days. well well. so much happened since i last blogged. but i'm really drained to write. haha. so let those days be mystery. then today played tennis after the paper. but the only thing i know is that, i truly sucked in tennis. i will try my best to avoid it as much as possible from now on lol. so, haiya dont know what to say also, seems like got so much, but seems like its pointless to say, seems like saying, but dont feel like saying also. hahaha. i've changed the blog song also, dont know much about travis in the past, until recently the boulevard of broken dreams remix. so i've decided to listen to them (since i've already got their song and i didnt listen to it much), and find that actually they're quite good. quite... nice... haha. so if u like it, enjoy.

Michelle, ma belle
These are words that go together well
My Michelle

Michelle, ma belle
Sont des mots qui vont tres bien ensemble
tres bien ensemble

I love you, I love you, I love you
that's all I want to say
Until I find a way
I will say the only words I know you'll understand

Michelle, ma belle
Sont des mots qui vont tres bien ensemble
tres bien ensemble

I need to, I need to, I need to
I need to make you see
Oh, what you mean to me
Until I do I'm hoping you will know what I mean
I love you

I want you, I want you, I want you
I think you know by now
I'll get to you some how
Until I do I'm telling you so you'll understand

Michelle, ma belle
Sont des mots qui vont tres bien ensemble
tres bien ensemble
And I will say the only words I know that you'll understand
My Michelle

alright lets start writing from yesterday. woke up late, so went for lesson late. they were having the flash test and i arrived 20minutes late. but ooisp didnt say anything so i just went to my seat and started following his instructions on what to do. then like that after that do finish already, glad that there were no negative comments from him and just said its good, and i can choose my own topic to do for the project! yay. haha. after that, lunch, then com skills that sucky lesson almost nobody likes except maybe indera LOL. did managed to slot the right earphone into my ear and so started enjoying music rather than listening to what ritar has to say. began jotting down song lyrics and long before i know, lesson's over. so since i had nothing to do for the afternoon, then decided to accompany ter and ky to orchard to get some goodies for their jap exchange today. its was the most boring trip to orchard i've ever haddddd. oh gosh dont know why, maybe its cuz of the wheather or what, everybody including me all felt like our energy has been drained. didnt do anything much just walking around. then suddenly got the urge to try out specs. haha. never in my life have i ever worn one. so looking for those which are degreeless and stuff like that, but the sad thing is that i dont find any compatitable ones for me, i look so damn nerdy with those normal ones, especially with black frames... grrr... wonder where can i find some nice ones... hehe. then got home, watched a magnificent solo performance of david elsewhere, woohoo his popping is digustingly excellent. how i wish i can flow like how he did... but nobody teaches me that... hopes that ter will learn popping in his breakdancing class and teach me a little... lol. so much for yesterday, so this morning, studied half of what we need to for mmc. wah so sian... then i began packing my stuff... since its all junk that i haven't arranged in a million years. then came across a sec 1 and sec 2 journal i've written, then i read them... wow that was the innocent pure me back then, its funny, it also flashed back some of the time i had... felt so... mixed as in emotions... lol... then now come online... blog.. then dont know do what... lol...

so much addicted to this song. a strong thrash ballad of heartbreak and loss. completely matches with who i am now. i would like to scream this song out... lol...


Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on, and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on, and on, and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor, the floor, the floor.

You'll never make me leave.
I wear this on my sleeve.
Give me a reason to believe.

[Chorus]
So give me all you poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book that you gave me,
Hallelujah, lock and load.
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one.
And run, and run, and run

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus x2]

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

hi yall! didnt update my blog for the past few days again. and i totally cant recall what i did, so i apologize for my poor memory hahaha. i remembered yesterday, ok it was valentines day, most of the people around me were in high spirits, and thats great. so i just remembered hanging around the school as usual. ok then watched constantine with peeps. argh... it was so puzzling. i cant catch the story! hahaha. lousy lah me... but nvrmind. then just right after the show i got to have a little dosage of boulevard of broken songs... bwahahaha thanks to xw. its coollllll. then after that went off with zw to walk around orchard. walk until very the sian, then played pool. lost every round to him except for the last 2 i think, cuz he killed himself when his white ball got in with the black ball. so it was a lucky win for me. play play play... then zw found out that he's gonna be late for the date with a gal... HAHA. panic! he ran to the mrt station... lol. took the train to raffles. wanting to get on a cab out there. but the sad thing is that there was a major traffic jam outside. lol. i raced with him back to the mrt station. and he decided to take the mrt than any other transport. lol. then i got off 1st, but his date did turned out fine in the end though. lol. then got home, had dinner, then online, then found out that 4 girls actually bought the 3 bucks pink heart balloons from the shopping arcade, info thanks to michelle... omg.... haha. then talk to her for a while, and made a deal with her... HAHa! i would gladly take that on! do u michelle? hahaha. ok so much for a yesterday. now for today, school was hell boring. not much life in the class. went home early... then rearranged the songs in my player for the whole afternoon... haiya shit didnt study today or yesterday... and i dont think i can do that tomorrow... shit shit.... this is bad!

wassssuuppppp! i should apologize for abandoning my blog for these few days without updating a single crap and even getting a 'Happy chinese new year' up... but well well... these past few days are chinese new year right. so went around, collecting ang pows and eating tons of stuff. steamboat makes me sick now, when i ate for 2 consecutive nights for dinner until my stomach's begging for mercy from my gluttony. haha... riggghhtttt... then yesterday went swimming. itsss been so long since i last did that, like half a year ago? oh no... no no since like a month or two ago... i didnt forget about swimming in the night after bbq at simon's house. hehe. then today, went studying with michelle and indera... we actually spent like 30 minutes walking around orchard for a place that we can settle on and start studying and finally ended up in the not-so-crowded cineleisure. studied for like 2 hours or so i'm not sure then michelle went off 1st. so i went around walking with indera for his valentine's day gift to his so called god sister hohho! haha. then after that, went home, had dinner, and here i am blogging, checking out on flash stuff, blasting music, ignoring phone calls from the home phone since the ringing is nothing compared to the volume from the speakers blah blah blah... so i'll leave here, have a happy weekend my fellow associates! haha

there indera, your request fufilled, electrico - runaway lyrics


Electrico - Runaway

Julie, Julie in another day
Now it really isn't far away
that i'm longing to be with you

You've been waiting for another song
Now that's when things begin to become undone
and there's nothing that I can do

There's a sense of us in the air
and that's the time you should never tell

Running away you can't return, up to the door and back again with me
I know,
Running away you drive me wild, even someone that makes me run like you
I know, I know

And there's a place where everything is free
And the water's just like you and me
Like i never seen before

But I would never ever want to go
to a place unless you tell me so
Then you said that you wanted more

There's a sense of us in the air
and that's the time you should never tell

Running away you can't return, up to the door and back again with me
I know
Running away you drive me wild, even someone that makes me run like you
I know, I know

Running away you can't return, up to the door and back again with me
I know
Running away you drive me wild, even someone that makes me run like you
I know, I know, I know.

woohoo just came back from the RP gig. there is so much of the screaming stuff and heavy rock and metal music there. i almost went deaf... haha. the starting of the gig was ok for me, enjoyed most of the music since i'm very much in the mood for such after having shitty days. after around 2 hours of that, ind and me finally decided to leave since its getting boring, and 1 thing that i find i hate is that girl's group. they sang like tigers growling... noooo... thats so noisy. lol. ahhh... felt better having the music to cover up my misery for a while... at least for today. lol.

So give me all you poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

once again, my mom's screaming at me for blasting music in the house. lol. nvrmind abt that, today, yesterday, day before yesterday, it was overall shitty days for me. i dont wanna say why, its shitty to me ok? lol. study break is so near...

haiya i am so damn fucking sian i am so damn fucking dunno what. i just feel so fucked up right now. fuck it

haiya today... what can i say. its so shitty/fun/fresh/crazy and whatsoever... i cant figure out how i survived this day. my mind was so blank right from the beginning. it was maths lecture to open with. i really got f pissed when i think that i would be sort of being marked by the teacher the next day during tutorial. after that there were boring lectures, lab sessions, and java lecture was rollercoaster... insane move by zhiwei made me felt really awkward man! wtf!!! everybody was like 'you loooonnn you looonnnn....' FFFFFF!!!!!... but aiyah... china hilton... lol. haiya haiya haiya... dunno lah... dunno what i thinking also... f lah. after school ended... didnt know why but went to cine to get the nightmare before christmas handphone holder... which i will use it to hang it on my guitar bag... its cool, as in its gonna be quite handy like storing picks and stuff i might get in the future. its looks like... quite big but i think its gonna work just fine. haiya... too moody to blog anymore. gonna drown myself in music... cya in the next entry

You Are 15 Years Old

15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

15???... oh my gawd. lol

cuz xiwen everytime anyhow see/hear/smell/feel... i am so miserable cuz i am the victim of the psycho xiwen... but u know... its only a joke. HGAHAHAHA