I'm looking for the end...

i wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.

i hate to hate, in this life of mine
i refuse to believe in religion, knowing i can only have myself to trust
i like to wonder, why in this world there's time
is it true that its a miracle healer saving almost everything as it went past
somehow the puzzles we have in life are so beautifully designed
not to confuse our minds, but make everything a lie and nothing but dust

me

got back from jamming around an hour plus ago... yeah. somehow, i guess our band is finally completed with the addition of khai leng... yeah... her voice is super from how i hear. hope our band will get better with her around. and somehow, i'm gonna change my ways... starting tomorrow... i just freaking need to start studying!...

You are 47% Aries

i must study, i must study, i must study... i must start studying. i cannot go on shitting around doing nothing. but i haves no motivation... noooo... what am i gonna do? oh somebody savvveeee mee.... come to talk about it, this weekend has been greats. i gotchs my electrics guitars from swee lee while they were having 50% clearance sales. wow that place was totally raped, shelves were emptied and items were being crazily grabbed by people, an extremely massive amount of crowd attended the sales. luckily i got my guitar! yeahhhh~~$!@!%@)*)!^*^_!!)$*_ now still left with an amp and maybe a tuner for my new found baby... haha. today was supposedly jamming day for us but indera encountered some problems and couldnt be present so it was cancelled... but nevermind, since i wasnt really familiar with the songs i should be playing either so its actually good in a way... and soon it turned to become a lazy afternoon for me... slacking at home... lazing around... even though thoughts of studying for thursday's quiz did struck me, but i still couldn't bring myself to carry on with the studying... something is really wrong with me!$!% thats why i cant let this go on...

what a weird day. dy and wk werent going to sch today, and i didnt even know until mich told me. so... like shit. nvrmind, thought today was gonna get really boring but no, instead it happened that things were getting weird, thats how i feel. somehow its interesting, surprising... uhh... what am i talking. argh just weird. what is happening?