I'm looking for the end...

songs completed, smells like teen spirit & reptilia. good job everybody. *clap clap* lol.

i suck! ok... yeah i do. i'm referring to jamming yesterday, i totally suck. hope tomorrow's session will make up for my performance yesterday. anyway, its funny how things turn, noh was actually indera's kindergarten frend... am i right? yeah, and now we're all in the same band. lol. talk about reunion. haha. alright, somehow i'm feeling kinda lost with schoolwork so far since school started, didnt learn anything, didnt study anything, all is about play and fun, i think i seriously have to change... very soon. have to study, maybe just a little, maybe... just a little more.

reached home like 2 hours ago, after a long day of school. lectures are getting really lifeless and neither did i care much about it. people like dingyao and xw are getting a little screw loose in their brain competing each other stuff pri sch students would usually do. we even went to the extent of playing hide and seek though. its been maybe like 3 years since i've actually ran a whole 400 metres around the fields. just almost 1 full round of it killed me completely, thats why i have to forfeit myself from the run those people insisted me on. chilled at mac for some time and then claudia's lab, damn it she's gonna hand the names of those who didnt attend the lab to the lecturer, my name should be in there, i hope i am still alive.

just wanna say... batman begins rocks. and ok... welcome shen jing po back to blogging.

Coldplay - The Scientist


Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh, let's go back to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Comin' up tails,
Its only science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.

Oh-ooooh...
Aaaah...

this post should be up yesterday, but cuz my bro wanna use the com, so i have to post it up today. so, yesterday, went for club crawl again. didnt really help out at the booth which i guess i'm supposed to, instead i was slacking around, watching almost the same stuff i did a day ago. after club crawl had ended, we've decided to watch mr and mrs smith. debated for some time and we decided to watch it at causeway point... well thats... my first time... there. so, yeah caught the movie, wasnt really bad, wasnt really good either. its just... some from both sides. after the movie we headed home. supposedly i told ky that i'm gonna take the same train home with him. but, somehow i felt like taking the other line... so poor him had to go home by himself... as always. anyway, felt good taking the train, got to see the night scenery, think about stuff lots of stuff again...

4 days... passed... you appeared in my dreams on the 2nd

its been more than a week since school started, but things dont change. school still sucks, class still sucks. anyway, i'm pretty glad that we could play reptilia even though we cannot complete it as its without a drummer and all thanks to sebastian's brother. haha. hopefully we could all do it within our group of band members. lol... what am i thinking, its not even really established yet... this dream of mine seemed so close, i could almost feel it, maybe in sometime. lol. ok... so... cya guys the next time i blog. good night.


The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you

brief post. just to say sorry to people who felt offended or whatever due to my behaviour yesterday. just feeling kinda low, somehow... there seemed to be an extremely heavy traffic of thoughts in my mind.
i'm not lost this time... i'm hesitating.