I'm looking for the end...

bad day. hope it never happens again.

yeah. blogging again since sometime ago. finally finished 2 of my stupid electronic modules which sucked hell bad, which i've been struggling to get through for the whole semester. lol. yeah... and erm... i guess holidays are really near! cant wait for them to start then gotta get a part time job! haha. excited in getting a job... weird ass but just wanna earn some extra bucks for stuff and misc. haha. and yeah... these days have been good i guess including today. so yeah... thats about it, i'm half groggy now after a day of SOME walking... lol. so cya on the next entry...

some time since i've blogged! argh. dont really have much time to say anything cuz the upcoming common tests are killing me. really didnt have much time to study each and everyone of them either... sudden shortage of time for me i guess. but its me who is at fault... didnt pay attention during lessons, and now have to read through each and every chapter in the textbook to know what is going on. argh... cant wait for this ordeal to end!!!

its good to have you with me. thanks.

enough of stupid and meaninless thoughts. i need to stop being a retard for not doing what i'm supposed to. i need to get myself going. sorry to whoever who's bothered/concerned about me. and now, focus my attention on ecomm test tml and sem proj! i just got...



haha.

save me from misery
to the skies, i cry
echos through the air, no replies
i knew thats life to which i sigh
to only have myself to rely


again...

-me

just realized that i havent been dreaming for a very long time in my sleeps.


'you're stupid'. yes i agree with it, i am, i really am.


you slit my throat, and while gasping my final breaths, i apologized for spilling my blood on you.


-me

hasnt been blogging for a little while. well... hmmm... these few days have been crazy, emotionally. yeah. haha... but things turned out well i guess up till this point and yeah, maybe i just could be the happiest guy around. lol. nevermind if u dont get the point cuz i dont expect you to. so now, yeah gotta work on my marketing assignment, and gonna chop my hair later hopefully if i have the time. alright, thats enough of blogging... so cya on the next post.

we're heading towards the nights
we dont want our shadows to be seen
a walk through the bridge
a conversation about the closest kin

it all started, a walk that i would remember
a trace of tears, sorrow and joy
the simple steps we took could never be forgotten
leaving our footprints on the cold soil

you're sure too weird even for a night
a stranger so familiar to me
you're still the same person
but a different status was deemed

i know you're suffering deep within
a control you've lost in yourself
i could be the one to give you a hand
but i knew i could just be the reason you fell

should i step out or should i restrict me
insane thoughts throughout the day
madness as unheard voices cry
still thinking of the logic behind the things you say

hesitation brings me down
a decision which might eventually be so great
that true happiness might be found
no way we can be now as for our own sake

we shall depend on time to judge our fate
either seal it, or bring it to a whole new different level
for i will never forget the special things you've said
from somebody who could be closest to perfect, you're the one girl

i hope our lives wont change for now
certainly aint anytime from this on
i guess i shall be waiting for this prize
shouldnt you tell me by then that you'll be gone

me

Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends. . . . .

you made my day special
a ride, a walk, a journey home
i didnt expect it to be that unusual
but nevertheless the feelings have grown